Kidolife 5

I'm so gonna be dead tonight. I'm glad I had a good week.

Had a car accident on friday night, which was supposed to be like...everything was just so fine that week. Everything went well, I was in a good mood, looking forward to what's coming up. Then...BAM!

So there goes my car. So sick.
So my mood was affected. But I'm still quite happy for the weekend.
Sleepovers, Genting...I had fun.
Those can cover up the sadness of my car crash, more than enough. :)

So I'm gonna tell my parents about the car crash later.
Wish me luck!

Kidolife 4

I went to get a new pair of glasses today.
My glasses have always been...not the most expensive ones, but not cheap either.
I don't change glasses often.
The one I'm having right now was bought more than 6 years ago, so I guess it is worth the money.
After 6 years of having frameless glasses, I decided to go for a change.
I guess the boss would wish that every customer is like me...in a certain way.
I spent lots of time choosing between 2 different pair of glasses.
After like about 1 hour, I got Carl Zeiss Lens + Tag Heuer frame.
Sounds pretty cool?
The price sounds even cooler.
Not for the fainted heart.
RM1750.
See?
For a pair of glasses.
Hope it'll be worth the money.
After a few hours which is now, I'm feeling a little regret...
That is indeed a little pricey for a pair of glasses...
I'm really sorry...==

I've spent alot of money these 2 years.
Work And Travel USA, Diving Course, new phone, new glasses...they costed like...80% of my degree course fee...SHIT!!!!
I don't know about others but that is quite alot of money to me...
For the first time I'm gonna say to my parents...I'm really sorry...==

Kidoworld 13

As an Actuarial Science student, we learn about making estimations based on past experience, to predict the future outcome, the worst scenario, and take precautions if it happens.

So I only had 1 past experience, I wonder how people make estimation based on just 1 past experience. The sample size isn't random enough, can not reflect anything. It did show the worst outcome, that I was totally down in it and spent lots of my time living in it, and might possibly continue to live with it, till who knows when.

Perhaps there's some traits.
Well of course I knew some of them myself.
Yet I'm quite surprised that people actually realize too.

If the possibility is not 0, anything can happen.
So, I will not doubt the possibility.
0.01% perhaps.
I hope it doesn't happen.

Human are greedy.
Everything starts out as a spark. We expect spark to just go off in a short while, so we don't have much hopes. When the spark turns into flame, we hope it'll burn, burn longer. We hope that the flame would go on and on and never go off. We hope that the flame will burn everything, keep things hot and passionate. But it didn't. It stopped after a while. The only thing that got burnt was ourselves.

Burnt wound don't always heal completely. Sometimes they leave scars, scars that will always be there. We couldn't make the scars dissappear, we can only hope for someone who sees it, and accepts it.

Kidolife 3

So, I went for a holiday, alone.
I went to Perhentian, where my friends are working there, and there's this beach, what not.
I took an Open Water course, and now I'm a certified Open Water Diver. :)
I have to admit that it was kinda lonely going alone, especially when diving, cause there's no one to share the things you saw in the water.
Guess that's the thing about being alone, there's just no one to share with, good or bad.
For the first time, I've gotta admit that I was feeling kinda lonely cause there's no one to talk to.
Other than that, all was well.
It was a really relaxing trip, all I do is just sleep, eat, dive...and repeat the same thing again.
Spent the nights sitting on the beach, listening to the waves.
It was cloudy so there's no star...maybe it's a good thing orelse I'm gonna spend forever on the beach..hahaha
Then I came back, alone, darker, and learned something new. :)
Last but not least, my dive instructor was kinda cute...:P