Kidoworld 28

或许真的被伤过了，被伤透了，对爱情产生了恐惧。 虽然不再奋不顾身地爱，但还是免不了义无反顾地爱。 是我的错吗？ 又爱错了吗？ 很希望可以像从前一样，盲目地相信。 我承认，已经不能那样了。 我害怕了。 始终害怕再被伤害。 那一份放不开的爱，是我的，还是他的？ 如果是我的，放不开我的爱，只因为，我对你好，而你……不忍心？ 好痛苦。 你的挣扎，到底是为了谁？ 你爱我，我知道。 我不知道的，我想知道的，是你，爱不爱他？

够了！

你太过分了。
偷听我讲电话。很没礼貌的。
我忍够了。
你已经这样了，我已经忍不下去了。

你不要在我面前哭哭啼啼。
我一定会让你痛不欲生！

Kidoworld 27

上个星期，发生了两件……很奇怪的事。
并不是那么特别，只是发生在我身上，有点不知所措。

两次，我并没有抗拒，没有像以前的我那样，清楚明白地拒绝。
而且，还尝试给了机会。

我想，大概真的是一时冲动。
但那冲动，让我有点闷闷不乐。
虽然没发生什么大事，但就这样，像是豪不相干……好奇怪。

人怎么会那样？
就算我回答“有”，结果难道会不一样吗？
已经这样了，还不够吗？

Kidoworld 23

大概，在爱情游戏里，都只会是输家。
输得更彻底的是，她从来没参与这场游戏。

可以陪你疯、陪你闹。
但永远不会成为那个，在你面前称赞他的那个人。
是很自私。
因为知道，这一种朋友，永远只会是朋友。

那一个晚上，呆在房里，躺在床上，就这样过了一晚。
眼睁睁看着一片黑暗，感觉时间慢慢流失。

人家说，等待是一件很漫长的事。
是很漫长，但总希望时间可以更慢一些、更长一些。

Kidoworld 22

Nervousness, anxiety..are among the symptoms of hyperthyroid.
That explains my...weird actions/thoughts recently?
It sucks to get sick.

I just gotta get up to my game again.
Gonna work hard.

I'm living my life now, like a single person should.
Hangout with friends, meet new people.

I just get so annoyed by certain people.
Please just stop being ridiculous already.

I wonder if I'd still say this after a month.
I miss you. Haha.

我会常常让自己空出一些时间来。
或许听起来很浪费时间，我也不是不知道。
只是我更知道当要找一个人，却怎么也找不到的时候，那种痛苦的感觉。
只想在我能力范围以内，让别人不会感受到这种痛苦。
因为我知道，真的好难受。

Kidoworld 20

I took out all the stuffs I have and looked through them, the stuffs about us, that I have, that is left.

This would be the last time.
Gonna keep the stuffs away.
Thank you so much.
I'm moving on.
Goodbye. :)

Kidoworld 19

曾经不止一个人对我说过，一段感情，要像钓鱼一样，拉一下，放一下。
无止尽的对一个人好，是小孩子做的事。
大人，总是会利用身边这样的一个人。

我，是小孩子。
还是搞不懂，为什么不可以对自己喜欢的人好。
这样的性格，真的很吃亏。

我，学不会。
很多人都说我，总是长不大。
这样的我，你不可能看不出。

别人对我说，放一下。
如果你也放了，就大家一起放了。

我认了。
也不由得我不认。
我懂，这世界没有唯一的那个人。

该怎么变得比较成熟？
没有结果的话，倒不如不说。
你不要一直骗我。我不会分辨你说的话是真是假。哈哈！
我以后不挖苦你了，好不好？:)

Kidolife 9

Wow, it's halfway through CNY already.
I had a one week off previously.

Didn't had much rest. Busy partying and having fun throughout the whole week.
It was a really happening week.
Lotsa gambling, drinking, getting crazy and stuffs.

Whatelse can I say? It's festive season!
And it's gonna be another happening weekend coming.
Friend getting married, friends having parties~ woot!
After that, I'm gonna get some rest.
Thank god it's a long weekend!

And I knew a couple of new friends recently.
Gotta expand my social life. XD
Thanks yo, buddy! Haha.

Let's just have fun and forget about all the troubles~

Kidoworld 18

Sometimes I just wish everyone's life would be better, with less trouble.
Trouble being me, and life is just...life.

And I wish I could live, without being other people's trouble.
Everything sucks when you're the one who's making people's life hard.
The worst part of it, you knew about it yourself.

Kidolife 8

It's been a while since the last post.
Too busy to post.
Been busy for the previous month.
I'm glad everything's almost over now.
Time to go for another stage. :)

It's been a crazy week.
I'm sure I won't be able to live like this in a few years time so yea, gotta make full use of my time, enjoy to the fullest! ahha

Been catching up with friends lately.
Feels really nice to talk with some old friends and stuffs.
And well, new friends too.

Anyway, it's been a very productive month and I'm a little exhausted.
The fun, keep it coming!
I can live with it! :P