Kidoworld 20

I took out all the stuffs I have and looked through them, the stuffs about us, that I have, that is left.

This would be the last time.
Gonna keep the stuffs away.
Thank you so much.
I'm moving on.
Goodbye. :)

Kidoworld 19

曾经不止一个人对我说过，一段感情，要像钓鱼一样，拉一下，放一下。
无止尽的对一个人好，是小孩子做的事。
大人，总是会利用身边这样的一个人。

我，是小孩子。
还是搞不懂，为什么不可以对自己喜欢的人好。
这样的性格，真的很吃亏。

我，学不会。
很多人都说我，总是长不大。
这样的我，你不可能看不出。

别人对我说，放一下。
如果你也放了，就大家一起放了。

我认了。
也不由得我不认。
我懂，这世界没有唯一的那个人。

该怎么变得比较成熟？
没有结果的话，倒不如不说。
你不要一直骗我。我不会分辨你说的话是真是假。哈哈！
我以后不挖苦你了，好不好？:)

Kidolife 9

Wow, it's halfway through CNY already.
I had a one week off previously.

Didn't had much rest. Busy partying and having fun throughout the whole week.
It was a really happening week.
Lotsa gambling, drinking, getting crazy and stuffs.

Whatelse can I say? It's festive season!
And it's gonna be another happening weekend coming.
Friend getting married, friends having parties~ woot!
After that, I'm gonna get some rest.
Thank god it's a long weekend!

And I knew a couple of new friends recently.
Gotta expand my social life. XD
Thanks yo, buddy! Haha.

Let's just have fun and forget about all the troubles~

Kidoworld 18

Sometimes I just wish everyone's life would be better, with less trouble.
Trouble being me, and life is just...life.

And I wish I could live, without being other people's trouble.
Everything sucks when you're the one who's making people's life hard.
The worst part of it, you knew about it yourself.

Kidolife 8

It's been a while since the last post.
Too busy to post.
Been busy for the previous month.
I'm glad everything's almost over now.
Time to go for another stage. :)

It's been a crazy week.
I'm sure I won't be able to live like this in a few years time so yea, gotta make full use of my time, enjoy to the fullest! ahha

Been catching up with friends lately.
Feels really nice to talk with some old friends and stuffs.
And well, new friends too.

Anyway, it's been a very productive month and I'm a little exhausted.
The fun, keep it coming!
I can live with it! :P

Kidoworld 17

人家说，时间是最好的解药。
过了好久，还不能完全认同。

时间没有让我把她忘了，更没让我把她放下。
与其把责任推给时间，不如说，记性太差了。

只要一次，就能让一个人懂很多。
不是忘记了，只是习惯了。
习惯了寂寞，习惯了伤心，习惯了想念她，习惯了需要她。
寂寞了好久，伤心了好久，很想念，很需要。
时间久了，终于明白，再寂寞、再伤心、再想念、再需要，得不到，也就只是这样。
然后慢慢地习惯……终于，麻木了。

同一个故事说太多遍，任何人都会觉得闷。
所以时间久了，也不太提起。
然后，大家都以为忘记了。
就这样，大家都说时间是最好的解药。
其实，正好向反。时间，才是最残酷的毒药。

Kidoworld 15

今天突然在电话里发现了一个。。。东西。
我都忘了原来我做了这种事。
重复的看了几次,越看越不开心。
我竟然曾经放纵我自己,放任我自己。
好讨厌,好恨!

到底是怎么了?
难过不是一种借口。
玩更不是借口。
忘我也不能。
控制不到,更不可能。

我根本不喜欢这样玩,也不想这样玩。
原以为我只想玩。
但,不是这样玩。
我其实是很不喜欢的。

要解脱,要逃避,不应该是这样。
要忘记,应该有别的方法。
不可以这样。
会被讨厌。会被讨厌。会被讨厌。
好讨厌,好恨,好生气。。。好难过。

Kidolife 7

又去club了。
最近去得太密了！！
下个星期又喝喜酒……唉……
这种那么狂欢的生活，真不能想象我会过这种生活。

要玩火，玩一把我玩不起的火。
反正那种地方也是放肆的地方，不需要太介意。
最重要的只是，玩的开心。

我的生活应该是毫无意义，毫无目标。
每天为这种东西烦，幼稚！
好！
决定去进修！
要转移注意力。

工作开始要忙了，还真有点期待。
虽然我不介意浪费时间，但还是比较喜欢有东西做。
有东西做的时候，觉得自己比较有用。
我不可以做一个废人！

Kidoworld 14

不是已经走出去了吗？
不是已经不再回头了吗？
那个时候就已知道，两个人的差距只会越来越远。
最先看到那个改变的，不就是自己吗？
明白了改变的事实，那一刻，再三地告诉自己，她，变了。

不再是你熟悉的那个人。
不再是你认识的那个人。
也许有一天，会变成不再是你爱着的那个人。

那一天，真的来了。
她，变了。
我爱她，但她已不在了。
我爱着的人，我深爱的人，我爱过的人，在我面前的这个人，她，到底是谁。
我还爱着她，但是，她，不是这个人。

不是喜欢上了另一个人吗？
怎么会为了这一个，我深爱过的“她”，已经不在了的“她”……
我喜欢的另一个人，我喜欢的那个人，我喜欢的人，不应该是让我伤心的人。

Kidolife 6

Well, I just got my glasses.
It was ready two weeks ago, it's just that I haven't make up my mind.
Anyway, I got it now so laser will have to wait for another 2-3 years, minimum.

And there goes my money.
I'm looking alittle badass now...mmhmm...
Will definitely receive critics from people...cause even I myself couldn't get used to my look now...or should I say I'm too used to frameless glasses me.
Alittle headache now cause everything is so clear now==

That's all for the glasses.
Now I'm looking forward to go-kart.
Yay~

Saw something online that makes my mind go crazy, and I start to have some crazy thoughts.
Hopefully they'll go away soon.
My life is ok now.
Things are going just fine.
Could be better could be worse, if I take the risk.

What is life, without a little risk? :)